Monday, January 08, 2007
well things changed
things always does...
and i'm always the one who changes with the change...
recently chatted about me being a gemini...
hey i'm pretty much proud to be a gemini
even for those shortcomings...
i'm pretty adaptable due to the fact i change very fast...
every situation it doesnt take long for me to get use to...
versatility??
nay i just go with the flow...
things seems much better now...
the feeling of having not much feeling is great
acceptance of how one truely feels is the solution to the problems of the heart
denial is the thorn that one places upon one's heart
due to the fact that one could not accept facts
and thus once the thorn is removed,
freedom of choice and feeling is restored...
today the strong wind that blew away my last candle made me freezing cold...
but at the same time it let me realise that in a corner of my room
away from the wind, there is a new candle that is actually lit
the flame was too small to be notice
too uncertain to be considered as a flame...
but only when i'm that cold that i realised its existance...
i wondered its existence...
of the flame, for it is certain that the candle has always been there...
well all i can say is that there arent any more circumstances
for me to see if the flame ever grew brighter, stronger...
no circumstances to be certain...
i'll try not to be hopeful...
all i know is that its just tiny flame...
i'll wait and see...
although most probably...
it'll die out soon...
-rain keeps poring-
12:46 am